"Then why do you cry my child...may! I have work to do , earn a living for my self , feed you , feed myself , then why when I go for some hours , you cry for so many hours...after more then 11 years don't you know that I would be back for sure"
May is about 12 years of age now and has a very daughter-father type of a relation with since I was a troubled teenager, she and I have a friendship that goes beyond most people intellectual capacity to understand that why do I love her so much !? for most its just female lhasa aapsu ....many dog owner in times of trouble either poison them or just abandon them on the roads to live a life on their own...starting a new life full of another stray dogs , hunger and starvation is not something that comes to them easily and often these innocent souls....die...like a human child without a maa. sometimes I feel so bad for the dogs reasonig why on the frist place do thier master kept them in their house when they had to abandon them? do the also behave the same way with a adopted child?
when ever I come back home,she wags her tail like she is meeting me after a long while , I call her welcome community , she jumps here and there trying to show how happy and excited she is watching me come back home,its been abt 12 years now with her and still she hasnt accepted that for me to go out everydaay of my life is immportant....she cries everyday when I am gone...very very bitterly...for hours and hours....and this makes me feel so bad and worried about her mental well being...the way she cries is a typical lhasa aapsoo trait....its calledseparation anxiety.....thats why she cries and cries becasue she doesn't want to be alone....not without the one she loves madly....i suppose.
I tried someone else taking care of her...but to no avail....she still cries...the thing is that she is a old girl now and should had learned to be patient while I make a ride back home...but u know ...kids.I guess she needs family around her all the time like old people do.Love is the only reason we live for!
All the love I have, I have given to her...dogs are my true love...wanna know why...even u dont feed them,they will still keep loving you because their love is really innocent without any conditions what so ever, everyday they welcome u like its after a long time shows how much do they love us and the degree of attachment and emotional dependaancy can not be measured...its beyond of any one brains job to estimaate .... have I found my true love?...i guess u know by now!
It doesn't matter what kind of aUSE they may be to us, but they a bunch of angels who can make u beleive in true love which is unconditional , innocent as of a 2 year old child and very faithful, ever want a living being care about you so much....have dog, there eyes full of innocence will tell you all if you are DEEP enough to understand.
She is with me again after her visit to the jammu city where my family is, but being ladies they had problem of walking her outside which is very important for her mental health, they just left her here in nainital with me so that I can take care of her very well and also because I used to miss her a lot, my sister loves her dearly but even she knows what's good for her.....but the negative side is.....she cries for just eight hours of separation....i mean which child wont cry...but now its been 12 years.....jeez!
here I am giving u guys an address just to give u an idea how bad do I feel for her everyday of my life and then meet someone so special as her who welcomes me with whole heart and soul without any doubts that I love her or not
thanks for reading friendz
bless u all
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