Hero
Hi friends, I hope that you all are just doing fine and wish the best for you. I wanted to tell you that this LIFE of mine that was made up of DREAMS is going to end now . VERY BRUTALLY and very PAINFULLY but I have to tell you I’am GLAD that I did’nt had to commit suicide. I will be the MARTYR that no one will know except my Dear Father …GOD! And to top it all I have lived my life likethe movies The Truman Show, Totall recall and James Bond and my favorite …THE TERMINATOR, till now . Now what is going to happen is like Jesus Christ did for all the Ungrateful HUMANITY….SACRIFICE something that was Very Dear to him and me…LIFE! what a DEATH it would be to die like MY BROTHER - JESUS CHRIST!
I have won, I have lost.
I have loved, I have hated
I realized and I have forgotten
And ready to start a new life altogether where all my dreams would be fulfilled
Those Dreams I couldn’t do in this episodes of dream that WE call LIFE! It is necessary to go to totall innocence again and Have what ever I couldn’t have in this life! But I am very greatful to GOD that even this life was 60% fairytale, I had Diwali And I had Christmas, I used to wait all through the year for the Christmas presents, I used to be so lover of life . I loved lots of comics that no kid had at of those skyrocketing Numbers and and talk a about the music I used to listen…hmmm, one word, …. NIRVANA.
I wanted to be the youngest bodybuilder and wanted to be a famous singer but now I have to facen the truth that what ever as a soul I have done which is KARMA in the past 83 births, now its time to say ‘’what ever you saw, so shall you reap’’ so I’am reaping But I want to tell you that whatever happens I’am going to meet my Bestest Life Long Friend, My only Relative in the whole universe …my GOD…I call him SHIVBABA lovingly…the supreme power, authority and conscience in the whole SYSTEM OF THE MOVIE WE CALL LIFE!
I LOVE YOU ALL …I forgive everybody from the bottom of my heart and and understand the reason WHY? No matter what the story tells you about me…I KNOW AND GOD KNOWS I’AM DYING A HEROIC DEATH.
‘’DEATH IS ONLY THE BEGINNING’’
‘’Sometimes we have to give the things that we want the most for what is RIGHT?” Spiderman-2
I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A HERO AND HERE I ‘AM WITH GOD GRANTING MY WISH AS USUAL.
MY LIFE WAS WIFE AND MY DREAMS OF GRANDIOSE AMBITIONS WERE MY CHILDREN!
Just one reg ret though …I COULDN’T EVER MAKE LOVE TO WOMAN AND HUG MY CHILDREN TO TELL THEM HOW MUCH I HAVE LOVED THEM EVEN BEFORE I WAS A TEENAGER…KOI GAL NAI YARR…ZINDAGI SADI EEK DILCHUSP MOVIE SI…HORE KII!
AAP SABHI KA
SIDDHARTTH CHARAN A.K.A VEERU
