Before you go ahead :
The below writing is purely a piece of fiction, Any resemblance to your point of view could be dangerous.
From last couple of days I have stopped taking unknown calls. Even don't feel like picking up land line too. Although the land line is also on silent mode but still I can hear some irritating rings, may be its echo in my mind. I really want to cut off all but I can't. I m still hoping good news from some corner and may be I'll be able to revive the things.
Sometimes world seems full of noises. People are same but you don't want to talk to anyone. Everybody in this world looks like a tramontane. To whom to trust, to whom to speak because sharing a negative with someone means they feel either you want to give stress or you want a favor from them. Nobody is interested in your problems they only want to hear good and goody things from you. Ohhh!........... I hate this world. I hate my self too.
Why Its feel like I m under a cage, surrounded by walls. Things are different when the dark goes thru into you. The one who suffers know the pain. In the fast pacing world money has over taken the rights of your happiness in life. Without money one is like an orphaned, nobody wants to interact with you in business world once they know u are going thru a bad financial phase......so selfish world!!
How badly I want to disconnect my self with this world, I want to break each and every connection with this world. My absence may be able to give some hopes in the life of my family. Seems because of me they are going thru a bad phase, its me who is dragging them into a bad phase. Let me wipe off my self from their life. I want to finish my self. Life has nothing to offer except pain.
To be ......... ..... ... .. .
