If I forgive n forget, the situation along with the person pounces back and puts blame on me and am left with no defense since I have already forgotten and my heart is shocked by the fraudulent because it had already forgiven.
I try to remember the positive n good things in a person and that’s exactly when they show their worst face to me. I would be foolish n dumb enough to still live in the positive bubble coz then I would only need to be in the Alert bubble.
I don’t want anyone to change as a person but still there’s a scope of improvement in everyone n hence I will lie to myself if I say I don’t want few people to change certain things for the benefit of themselves n people around them.
I don’t like to break promises but if you want to move ahead with time n broaden your horizon, your perspectives will change n hence it won’t be breaking a promise but breaking a pattern which will again not disturb any situation but just find another smoother way to run it with more people happy.
It’s easy to think n speak endlessly, it’s very easy to spread what you think n believe but it’s a very tough job to keep your own mind in peace n stability.
It’s easy to be diplomatic n manipulate. Hence, it’s easy to ruin lives n break hearts… which probably understands you completely but wishes the goodness in it to reaches you by its strength and not popularity.
Try loving yourself and doing things for your own happiness. Not coz life is big or small or life is to live to its fullest but just coz hey! If you can’t keep yourself happy n content… what are you going to do to the others?
Am lost, but am on a continuous process to find a way to the goal of my life. My mind wanders coz it is unstable to some extent coz it is still deciding what needs to be accomplished or is worth it.
Money is everything but still nothing. Coz when I am hungry, I want food which I can simply pluck from a tree if am living like that. Money let’s you live in a lifestyle-bracket which has no meaning when you reach there up to the God. And why take it so up high… money would bring you goodies but if you keep weighing it with people, you are simply insulting the invaluable person your life.
You don’t stop doing things in fear that God would be unhappy. You stop doing things cz you yourself are unhappy about how you are steering your life.
Smiling and saying perfect things is not enough when the only intentions are to later show a poker face n slide out with no hitch when you are needed the most to stand by.
Believe in others but what’s the guarantee will be a question that will hover forever and for that the only person you would need to believe in is yourself… your instinct.
Life is not about stepping on people n moving ahead. Life is not about kicking out people from your life just coz they don’t seem to fancy your ways. If you still wish to do that then you are not just alone but alone in a wrong way n sense. You wouldn’t agree, may be would even lie to yourself but truth is just right there in your heart.
I am VERY sleepy now. Gnite haha… :)
