I was at my in laws place( of course my hometown too!!). The marriage of my sister in law was to happen after some two months in Ranchi itself.
My husband who is serving with IAF and posted at Chandigarh was to join the marriage preperation after some one month as he had some service exigencies. He kept in touch of the marriage preperation telephonically.
Things were on track and I was busy with purchase of lady items related to marriage alongwith my sister in law. I had allergy from dust and I had to avoid outside food too, but I could not follow it relegiously.
It was 5 PM. I started having cramps in my body alongwith breathlessness. My mother in law and sister in law tried to pacify me but nothing comforting happened. Things were getting worsened. When the doctors were contacted they were found outstation due to Dussera. Somehow a suitable doctor was found.
My father in law carried me in his 25 years old scooter with great difficulties.Other members followed by other means.
I was diagnosed with an Ashthama attack due to my carelessness with my allergies. I was given an injection and told that if it didnot work then I was to get hospitalised. I had little relief but the injection was too heavy a dose as I started having dizziness and when at home I even fell down due to dizziness.
Doctor had forbidden me of taking bath for at least one month!! and many more restrictions.
Now,I had the guilt feel that I came there to help my family members to my best but myself became a liability of high order.
I felt that at times we are so helpless.
