We met over a group-coffee-meet up a few years ago.
I got his "attention" (He said I looked liked a 7/8 std student Grrrrrrrr), and he got mine.
We were formally introduced by the host of the meet up
[the host was our neighbors, a common friend]
I remember, We were sitting facing each other exchanging meaningful glances
and I think we even played avoid ignore game too, at times
Before we left the place I looked back at him
and extended my hand to shake his.
And uttered my name and flashed 100 megawatt smile.
We both liked each other
I think.
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We exchanged sweet messages on mobile after that.
Talked about our interests:
Children's books (my interest)-and psychology (his), and attachment theory
We also exchanged messages through eye contacts in get to gathers or in the club where we first met
it was a good start.
But ...
he stopped his correspondence.
He just stopped.
I tried reaching out.
But he never replied again.
Was it something I said? Was it something I did?
These fussy questions were pondering my mind
why do we feel what we feel? This was the question was trying to get answers to.
Why do we feel envious?
Why do we feel hurt?
Why do we feel longing for somebody's touch?
Or a kiss.
Why do we look for intimacy?
Why???
I was worried& frustrate to the core.
Then finally one day I asked my mum that why is he not coming? I further gave her few ideas May be he is hurt with something or May be he didn’t liked something about the last get to gather (that one was in our house), Maa got curious n suddenly my problem was solved She did the calling.
Mum asked him to pay a visit at least for a cup of coffee. (His favorite drink)
I waited for him for the whole day. Even my Pet was making rounds inside out every now n then.
Around 5pm I saw a white hatchback, it was him I stopped him at the driveway only & asked him what he is up to?
He never replied & went straight inside, they sat for around an hour or so chatting on all n every irrelevant topic and he slipped out of the house once again…leaving me trounced!!!!!!!
15/20 days passed again he was away on his business trip; every time I called him he was busy, 24*7
all of it was driving me mad, finally I caught him at the stadium, as I was aware that if he is in town, then he got to be at the walking strip.
We were standing face to face in the middle of the strip. He looked at me and the expression on his face was clearly saying that he was waiting for me to say those three words; well I said them that d SWEET HEART I LOVE YOU
