SINCE THE TIME I CAN REMEMBER FROM WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER ,whenever I was asked to fill a slam book and the space for filling what love is to you came I would fill "It is like quick sand the more you try to struggle the deeper yousink in."What started as a heavy answer as we useto call it became the crust of all my being.When I met khalid OUR cirrcumstances were such that loveing him would have almost been a crime.So I had in mind a few fact of life and had to get out of what I was feeling and I struggled like crazy within but the MORE I struggled the deeper I sank and one fine day I started thinking of my life my past.and I came to the cunclusion that we were ment to be and I gave in .
To make a long story short I am I surd by birth, stayed with my kayasth nana nani from the age of 2 ,but the min I herd the azaan I would neeldown and makelike I was offering namaaz.Sounds filmy na but its true.so I am sure that this was what was ment for me .I cunverted and we got married.there was nothing normal about our marrage it was a realy tough step but I am very happy and greatful for it.
p.s. mind the spelling plz as I am dyslexic
