Thinking, writing, reading, talking, walking and constantly juggling between these activities, I have always known that the best of things in life come without we having to either earn or spend money!
I think every human being has an innate nature(e.g. I have always been emotional, spontaneous, mad, crazy and funny all my life) and the desire to remain childlike all our lives. However, the only thing that can deteriorate the quality of our childhood is not age but knowledge of too many things.
I believe life is an end onto itself and it has no so called purpose or any assumed meaning as such associated to it but if I may summon my objective, I love to pursue freedom and happiness as long as I am alive and apart from that all I have is a very simple wish. I just want to know bloody EVERYTHING. I know it is impossible and that is exactly why I want it that way.
I find phrases like'be yourself' and'live for the moment' very redundant. Philosophically speaking, existence doesn't allow you to be anybody else but yourself and you can't live in the past or the future(you can only think about the past events or contemplate on your future plans but living is possible only for the moment) and so when someone advices you these kinda things just tell them to shut up and say you are yourself no matter what and you are living for the moment.
I have never understood the alleged pain of so called lovers I get to talk to on almost daily basis as I have always clearly differentiated between loving someone and getting them to love me. I think when people say'I love you' they mean'please love me'
I feel weirdly immature discussing on the matters of love with these inexperienced guys and gals who feel and think that love can happen only once. When love is so mysterious and life in its future is impenetrable, how can the lover boy/gal be conclusive? I am as much a fanatical lover of romantic novels and movies but the need of the hour is to feel, think, live and experience life in all its totality and vastness and go beyond just the books and movies. The usual counterpoint by others is that I have pseudo experiences but the truth is I have loved many. Some for their beauty(which I unabashedly say is right), some for the values they show in their characters and many others for reasons I can't ever seem to think or feel.
Charity is never done for the camera and goodness is not a quality to be shown-off. The moment I see a snap of yours with the underprivileged children(trust me, I have been made to feel like one) I know you have done it for the camera and lost its importance. Nothing boils me like someone showing off how good he is at unnecessary juncture. Tell me how bad you are and talk openly about all your bad qualities and I will tell you how good you are. I have had the highest regards for a chronic smoker or an alcoholic addict getting me food when I was hungry than someone who just cleverly knows how to show-off how much good he can be to the society.
The only things that are meant to be done in life are the ones that one feels unconditional love and dedication for as the rest is all peripheral and there is absolutely no point reaching the pinnacle in any field to later realize that you did the wrong thing. The last thing I like to hear is a CEO cribbing about his life saying he wanted to be a cricketer or a cricketer saying he wanted to be a manager or a businessmen. When life is to be anyhow lived why not live it our way doing what we want to do?
Random thoughts 5 on its way. Happy thinking, reading and writing:)
