Actually, I am not an expert in writing on these type of topics. I never wanted to even touch this topic. But as I move on and read about most of the reviews on this, I have a feeling that I must write on this review from the bottom of my heart. I remember some asking me to write about something other than movies, cricket and games. Please forgive me if there are anything undigestable.
The gifts that we want to achieve may only those wishes that may or may not ever come true. Somewhere in the inner depths of our hearts, lie those wishes - some of them hurts us while thinking, some of them gives us joy.
I wonder what my heart tells me about these wishes, most of them had been coming to mind quite often. Listen to the nature and you will hear it whisper in the wind, just like a poetry that fails to cease, that fills your heart with some thoughts which you may always fails to understand and follow.
When I told these lines to one of my friends, he asked me whether I am crazy or not. So you need not ask that as you already know it. I have to admit that this topic has something to do with emotions.
1) A LONG FRIENDSHIP
No better thing in the world other than friendship. I wish that all my friends remain with me always. I would like to meet all of you in mouthshut one day and so about those who I managed to meet while chatting. I am still feeling alone, I wonder why.
I remember one of my closest friends who happened to be with me last year before we lost him as he was lost in the river while army training when he was only twenty. He had been with me playing all the computer games, badminton, cricket and seeing a number of movies. What makes me more sad was that he didn't have much other friends and I was like a brother to him.
But, I know there is no hope in wishing he was with me, but still I can wish that he was still here. I remember him each and every time I see the movie'Matrix' as it was the first one we saw together, and the game KISS Psycho Circus which I played at his home. I still visit his house as I feel that he is still there.
I could remember one of my friends - we were very close to each other even if he was an oversmart boy and I used to be a book worm then unlike now. His home was only two or three kilometres away and every thing just went wrong in the final day of standard four.
He was quite angry and my temper was almost xtrapremium compared to his - I can't remember what was the reason, but he never talked to me after that and neither did I. Later, I found out that they changed their home. I think that somewhere I may manage to see him again.
2) TO SEE MY CHILDHOOD FRIEND
I never thought about this. But when I had been recollecting for this review, I managed to go back to my childhood days, when I used to play in the neighbourhood when I were staying at our first home. It is still their as we gave it for rent. I remember my childhood friend whom I used to play from about when I was born till fifth or sixth standard before we moved to Aluva.
Well, she was my closest or may be the only friend who was close to me at that time. She may be the only one who could like such an annoying kid like me which I used to be then. I can still remember us playing hide and seek and other games, and talking nonsense. Not to forget that I have drunk more tea from her house than my own!
I remember those days as it happened just yesterday! I wish that one day I can go and see her again, but I am a bit afraid to go. I never went there as I had been sitting in front of the computer for such a long long time and never took time to go out. I think that I should go and see her once especially as there is only 13km from here.
But I wonder if she will recognize me or how would I go to her home as I haven't gone even near it for about five years? And how will she look like? I am always preparing to go there, but I am never able to start my journey as I am getting stuck - my mind is diving, but my body is nowhere near it.
I wonder - I never forgot her, but still I couldn't even say'hi' to her, that hurts me deep and makes me feel that I am such an idiot. I now think that however busy I may be, I should have never failed to see her atleast once, especially as she is also taking degree in Computer just like me and of the same age.
UPDATE:- Wish Granted. I went to her house and saw her. She looked almost the same especially considering the height, but I didn't have much time to talk to her, even if we did talk, and I am glad I now have her phone number and I can go their next time when I get time.
3) A LONG HOLIDAY
I can't say how much I love holidays. The desire for holidays started just from those days when I was a kid. I would love to have as many holidays as possible especially as I can write these reviews more.
No strain on the head, no tension, depression or anxiety -'Mein ek aazad panchi hogaya'(I am a free bird). There is nothing better than a long holiday that can provide us with the energy and refreshment. These things I always wanted to have especially when my brain is overflowing with nonsense.
A badminton or cricket match are the only ones that can give me a refreshment that is possible only if I have time. I couldn't make much use of this week due to the eye strain, and I hope that the Christmas holidays come soon enough.
4) TO SEE THOSE WHOM I AM A FAN OF
I am fan of a large number of people, Jeff Hardy, Saurav Ganguly, Andre Agassi, The Undertaker etc. I wish that I could see and talk to atleast one of them and get their autograph. But how can I manage to get that?
They are the ones who always inspired me by the effort and aggressiveness they have shown in their profession which has some times inspired me to work harder and harder. The major factor I saw in them was that they fight till the last moment and never admit defeat! So somebody give me an autograph. You coming here or should I come there?
5) PUT SOMETHING IN MY BRAIN
The last wish I wanted was to have some one put some light into my brain so that I can be a better person than I currently is! I am not at all satisfied with lots of my actions and I always hoped that I could have done everything in a much better way. I hope that God himself helps me in this. Atleast there is some thing in my brain.
AND THE OTHER WISHES INCLUDE GAME CDS, MOVIE DVDS AND LOTS OF OTHER THINGS THAT I FAILS TO FIGURE OUT! THANKS FOR ALL OF YOU WHO READ THE GIFTS I WISHED FOR FROM MY HEART.
AND I AM CURRENTLY WORKING ON A REVIEW ON THE GAME'TRIBES' - ALMOST REACHED THE END OF THAT!
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