There was a time , when I was much more interested in knowing death than life. Mystery of life, and the fact that we all are going to die someday was so influential over me, that I could not concentrate on any thing for long. A constant question use to hassle me often – ‘what’s the point in doing something, when ultimately we are going to die.’ I was looking for answer for this and read quite a few books, watched TV programmes related to mystery, life after death, the occult science, psychology, conscious and sub conscious mind, and related stuff. I spent hours thinking about the origin of life, searching for a point from where this world started, about if there is some one called god, who has made this world , even practiced some tantric activities which looked logical- at least on paper, but end up with frustration as I was never able to get a convincible answer for my question..
The more I got into it, the more I got confused, the more I read, the more contradictory believes came on my way, and gradually I realized that its virtually impossible to have a fix formula for anything. This world is so much filled with versatility in any thing and everything, then its impractical to conclude anything firmly - the conclusion can be only temporary. If you look further, you will see a sky-full more possibilities challenging that conclusion.
I slowly discovered that just an honest acceptance of things as the way they are, ends all your inner conflicts. The moment you start enjoying the beauty of nature rather than questioning it, life becomes so simple, so innocent as a child, that the questioning thing then looks s stupid and irrelevant. You don’t identify with the question anymore - its just a phase in life came and went. My questioned have remained as much unanswered as they were then, its just that now, they no more trouble me.
Oops, short of time again….., will definitely share the the religious and not so religious quest with u ppl soon, bye for now and tc.
Peace all.
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