He was angry and I was unable to bear those months of eternal silence. What if my calls, messages, mails are not answered I know he still cares for me. I will meet him at our favorite restaurant and will surprise him by texting once I reach.
I dressed the best I could for this day; I wore my favorite white dress. ‘Pretty girl’ I commented at my mirror image.
I finally reached the place. I never felt my heart beat the way it did after the sms was sent. It was delivered. There were thousands of thoughts running through my mind, may be he is dressing up… may be he is around… After an hour I decided to call; waiting outside the restaurant looked a bit odd.
‘This number is currently not available’
Redialed…
‘This number is currently not available’
Redialed….
It was hard to believe what the operator kept on saying… My world was at a standstill…
The crowded road appeared blank… the view around was covered with the water within the eyes…
Redialed…
‘This number is currently not available’
I love him and he is not a coward but then why did he switch off his phone?
Unaware of where I was heading I kept walking & was trying his number but
‘This number is currently not available’ was the only thing I could hear on the silent road filled with honking vehicles and jabbering crowd…
I was feeling weak within, may be dead… why did I trust my senses which assured me that he was my true love…
I never believed in the concept of breaking up and so moving on was never a choice…
I kept trying his number and the operator had nothing new to say…
Yes, he doesn’t care for me anymore, the friendship that he assured existed also lost its meaning today… may be he hates me for taking this step of meeting him.
Friendship then love works but never does friendship works after love…
Alone I was amongst the crowd…
Having no choice
But to move on………
Still my heart kept saying
Hold On!
