Oct 13, 2003 01:35 PM
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(Updated Oct 13, 2003 01:35 PM)
I got obsessed with the subject while lying upside down and watching one of the music channels. I had been actually flipping through when Big Mountain's Reality Bytes' OST soundtrack went on air. It was the way her hair was done or maybe it was that screaming-for-attention red top deep blue jeans combination. Hard to say but I could instantly hear the birds chirp and bells chime. Then she gave her trademark open mouth trillion dollar smile and what followed is difficult to remember but it goes something like this.
A whooshing sound and then something pierced my heart. I grimaced and turned just in time to catch the fleeting glimpse of a small-chubby creature, wings and halo all.
This was roughly five-six years ago. Still the intensity with which I adore her today could easily be used to melt diamonds. Baby face, proportionally set doe eyes and though she keeps changing her hair style/color I liked it best when she kept it short and raven black. Maybe with a li'll bit brownish tinge. Just the way she looked in 'Reality Bytes' or for that matter in 'Boys', the story of which is more closer to my heart. All that innocence. Wuff.
I believe I am among one of those ardent admirers who don't jump ships, in storm or otherwise. There came a time when she had to weather a lot. Broken relationships, shop-lifting episode, countless other things associated with the show business.
But all this could never lessen the feelings I had for the object of my affection. The same fires still burn in me.
Winona if you ever read this, no matter how bad the times are, no matter what mess you put yourself in, If you ever need support, remember my shoulder is yours for calling...and guess what you can even make it collect. Ain't that the sweetest thing.
