Upon us all a little rain must fall... Review on Handling Depression

The term depression has vivid meaning for a creative soul. He never fails to know the stone that left untouched.

Before you read on, let me tell you this review is not to let you feel sadden and it got nothing to do with the trespassers. It's a review that most of us never care to write on. The pain of war cannot exceed the woe of aftermath. I guess it's so right.

Pain… that term might help meto write few things for you to learn. from my life… The quoted lyrics that google provides does help me to beam…. Though the after effect does stay for a minute or so, it does help me… to smile…

As far as I could tell, this is the worse disease of all… is it a disease? Is it curable? I know not. All I know is that depression kills. I have been loved many a times… I have tried hard to get out of it because it was not my kind of life. I been a thinker who loved humanity and nature never strive hard to be consistent in anything related to those we see in romantic films. The music that used to play in my system had a direct conversation than anybody whom I spoke to. The roads that sprinkled with wet spring did merry to my lonely heart. Alas, it comes back again… It strikes hard and I kind of feel blues like how others must have felt when there was nobody around to converse.

There are few people I know who dealt with this disease and left the globe… Their life doesn’t thrill me personally but the work they contributed to the world does inspire. To an extent I'll blame upon the circumstances to be the cause which they had to leave the world.

How do I deal with depression?

I stay numb. Hey, I am serious… I didn’t try to be a stupid with that statement.

Why do I stay numb?

Okay, now I have a point to prove. The music that I play never let me sleep in peace. They haunt me… hunt me… in the end; I have thoughts of past linked with the music and scene like. That's worse… trust me… avoid playing music that do no good to you…

Is music the only reason that gets you into depression?

No… A BIG no… Movies could be another factor… Man, the movies you see are nothing but your own life picturised by somebody else. When you relate yourself with them, then you are one of the characters in it. Keep them aside… for a while to say the least…

Books?

Well, I don’t read them… I hardly touched them… but I guess you got to deal them with care… I remember reading a biography by a musician that tempted me to be a character in his life… everyday when I used to go out with my friends, the way I used to behave freaked them out… I'm not crazy… guess, I was…

Friends?

I have friends… I have dedicated couple of diaries to them and trust me; I do have many friends… but… I hardly get in touch with them… now, you might label me a madcap completely but before which happen, let me tell you… it's always good to maintain a distance…because… the love and care you cherish will be felt forever while doing so…

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A flashback:

I have done few diplomas beside my MBA. They had to deal a lot with psychological factors while exploring more about parapsychology. I personally never found any answers to it… never tried to keep myself updated with the terms and theories…

One fine day when we were on a trekking, found a place where we could rest… the place was known as a'Suicidal Spot' for many… My friends are quite adventurous where they took pictures standing on the edge… the scene scared me since I personally felt a force that tempted me to go off the wall, deep down the valley…

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So, avoid taking risk…because… just a life… loving parents and siblings for us to love and care…always remember them… always…

Like led zeppelin quoted "Oh, whatever that your days may bring, no use hiding in a corner, cause that won't change a thing."

And I'll never hide… just face it… you will be Okay my friend… Trust me… I have seen worse… Trust me…