Sep 28, 2005 11:04 PM
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(Updated Sep 28, 2005 11:05 PM)
There are some great people in life. Recently, my life has seemed like a overdramatic hindi film. First my ex-fiance two-timed me with my best friend and left me heartbroken. A few months on I have found new'love' in the form of a friend who i've known for most of my life. The reason the love is in' is because i'm still unsure about my feelings for him. I can't forget my ex, but life has to move on.
This friend gave me courage to get back on my two feet after being let down at such a young age. He's been absolutely great. Last weekend, when my heartless ex-fiance invited me to his engagement with my best friend, this friend gave me support and came with me. He always stood by my side holding my hand for the whole occasion and never let me go once. I remember arguing with him, telling him I didn't want to go, I couldn't go. He told me that I would never move on from my ex unless I went and accepted the fact that he hasn't got anything to do with me. He was there for me before, throughout and now after my break.
He admitted to me he has loved me for a while now. He told me he didn't want me to know, as he didn't want to spoil our friendship. He said he would understand if I said no, and he would still be my best friend throughout life. I couldn't believe it. He'd spent ages around me and my ex, many years, and had never let it come through to us that he loved me. That really amazed me. And now, he was telling me that I didn't have to say yes to him. The look in his eyes was amazing. He is amazing. I was thinking about my ex and didn't want to say yes.
But thats when the thought came to me. Life changes. Every moment changes and you have to seize it. If I keep living in the past, my life will move on without me. I need to move with time. If I never give anybody else an opportunity to share my love, how will I know whether he is the one or not? So I dedicate this review to my friend, who has stood by me. I love him, I know that, but maybe not in the same way as I did my ex-fiance. I am willing to give him an opportunity.
The following songs are in no order -
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I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing - Aerosmith
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I absolutely love this song. Its talking about a man who doesn't wana even close his eyes as he already misses his love. This is an enchanting song, featured in the film Armageddon. This is an amazing song with amazing lyrics and amazing music! Go check it out!
i could stay awake just to hear you breathing.
watch you smile wen u r sleepin.while you're far away n dreamin.
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender.
I could stay lost in this moment forever.
coz every moment spent with you.is a moment I treasure.
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Words - Boyzone
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Another of my favourites, who doesn't know this song? This is just an utterly romantic track to listen to at all times. The lyrics are beautiful and the melody is enchanting. This song makes me cry.i dunno y. This really is a touching song!
talk in everlasting words.and dedicate them all to me.
and I will give you all my life.i'm here if you should call on me.
you think I don't even mean a single word I say.
its only words.and words are all I have.to take your heart away.
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Hero - Enrique Iglesias
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A beautiful song, saying that you'll stand by your love. The video is sad.but the song is good. Enrique really shines through this song which gives him a change to let his vocals shine. This really is a brilliant song.the verses are fantastic!
i can be your hero baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
you can take my breath away.
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Everything I Do - Bryan Adams
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Ok, i've seen this song featured in most lists on MS, but I can't help, but add it onto mine. This is just an everlasting song, one of the greatest love songs on the Earth. Bryan Adams sounds brilliant in this, but the greatest thing is the lyrics, which will literally take you away!
look into my eyes.you will see.what you mean to me.
search ur heart.search ur soul.and when you c me you'll search no more.
don't tell me its not worth tryin' for.you can't tell me its not worth dyin for.
you know its true.everything I do.i do it for you.
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As Long As You Love Me - Backstreet Boys
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Backstreet Boys just had to feature on here! This song is fun loving song, not really caring who your love is, as long as she loves you! Not as serious as the others songs I mentioned, but a pleasant love song to listen to!
i don't care who you are.
where you're from.
what you did.as long as you love me.
baby.
I don't know if I love my friend or not, but i'm willing to give it a chance. Nothing will be the same as my fiance but then again I hope it isn't. I don't wanna use my friend, but I wanna give my feelings a chance to let out.
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